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In the Shadow of the Mountain Paperback – February 7, 2023
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“In climbing the Seven Summits, Silvia Vasquez-Lavado did nothing less than take back her own life―one brave step at a time. She will inspire untold numbers of souls with this story, for her victory is a win on behalf of all of us.”―Elizabeth Gilbert
Endless ice. Thin air. The threat of dropping into nothingness thousands of feet below. This is the climb Silvia Vasquez-Lavado braves in her page-turning, pulse-raising memoir chronicling her journey to Mount Everest.
A Latina hero in the elite macho tech world of Silicon Valley, privately, she was hanging by a thread. Deep in the throes of alcoholism, hiding her sexuality from her family, and repressing the abuse she’d suffered as a child, she started climbing. Something about the brute force required for the ascent―the risk and spirit and sheer size of the mountains and death’s close proximity―woke her up. She then took her biggest pain as a survivor to the biggest mountain: Everest.
“The Mother of the World,” as it’s known in Nepal, allows few to reach her summit, but Silvia didn’t go alone. She gathered a group of young female survivors and led them to base camp alongside her. It was never easy. At times hair-raising, nerve-racking, and always challenging, Silvia remembers the acute anxiety of leading a group of novice climbers to Everest’s base, all the while coping with her own nerves of summiting. But, there were also moments of peace, joy, and healing with the strength of her fellow survivors and community propelling her forward.
In the Shadow of the Mountain is a remarkable story of heroism, one which awakens in all of us a lust for adventure, an appetite for risk, and faith in our own resilience.
- Print length320 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherHolt Paperbacks
- Publication dateFebruary 7, 2023
- Dimensions5.7 x 0.8 x 8.85 inches
- ISBN-101250871085
- ISBN-13978-1250871084
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"Silvia Vasquez-Lavado is a warrior. Her incredibly warm voice reveals how she rose from the darkest moments of her life to become an inspiration and advocate for others. This book is a testament to the power of extraordinary vulnerability, empathy, and selflessness and a reaffirmation of the healing that comes from building a community. I'm in awe of her strength and courage that she has captured so beautifully in this memoir."
―Selena Gomez
“Silvia Vasquez-Lavado is a woman possessed of uncommon strength, rare compassion, and a ferocious stubbornness to not allow the trauma of her childhood to destroy her life. In climbing the Seven Summits, she did nothing less than take back her own life―one brave step at a time. She will inspire untold numbers of souls with this story, for her victory is a win on behalf of all of us.”
―Elizabeth Gilbert
"Vasquez-Lavado understands that 'we do not conquer Everest, just like we do not conquer trauma. Instead, we must yield ourselves to the chasms and unexpected avalanches.' And herein lies the wisdom of this work, aptly subtitled 'A Memoir of Courage': In a world that demands us to harden, to tell stories of strength and triumph, the bravest act can be embracing our inner child, our fears, our truths."
― Qian Julie Wang, author of New York Times bestseller Beautiful Country, for The New York Times
"The first openly gay woman to complete the Seven Summits and the first Peruvian woman to summit Everest ― Vasquez-Lavado’s memoir is many things. It is an adventure saga of her ascent of Everest; a vulnerable meditation on her childhood in Peru; and the tale of an immigrant’s journey to the United States. Above all, the book is Vasquez-Lavado’s reclamation of the truth behind the stories and secrets she had to learn to bear early."
―The New York Times
"The climax of the book ― and Vasquez-Lavado's voyage up the mountain ― brings a moment of resolve to all three battles at once in a tear-jerking, Hollywood ending."
― People
"The book’s chapters alternate between her enthralling life’s journey and a nail-biting Mount Everest ascent."
― The Washington Post's "10 noteworthy books for February"
"It's that drive to escape, to defy, that eventually pushes her up the macho corporate ladder at Silicon Valley start-ups, into alcoholism, and then across continents as a thrill-seeker breaking boundaries with her bare hands."
― Sierra
"This inspirational memoir about navigating trauma, healing relationships, finding community, and achieving self-acceptance delivers a raw and riveting reading experience."
―Booklist (Starred Review)
"'In the Shadow of the Mountain' has all the elements a great memoir requires ― a strong voice, cinematic prose, a hero to root for ― in essence, an extraordinary story about an extraordinary woman’s life."
― The San Francisco Chronicle
"Complex and compelling, Vasquez-Lavado’s quest to heal herself from the deep wounds of patriarchy is also a vibrantly feminist celebration of female resilience."
―Kirkus Reviews
"Unlike mountaineering memoirs that celebrate the ego of the individual climber, Silvia Vasquez-Lavado’s story is intimately collaborative."
― Catherine Hollis for BookPage
"Vasquez-Lavado details the child's perspective and the roots of her trauma with extraordinary clarity."
–CBC Sports Book Review
“This is a truly invigorating and compelling story of a heroic healing journey to base camp at Mt. Everest.”
―Ms. Magazine
“[Silvia’s] personal story of the palliative effects of mountain climbing, which helped her rise above abuse, addiction, and marginalization, is a must-read. . . . She has written an inspiring manifesto for the women’s empowerment movement worldwide.”
―Hap Klopp, CEO and founder of The North Face
"In Vasquez-Lavado’s debut memoir, the narrative of her life―from horrific sexual abuse to immigration and professional success in San Francisco―beautifully mirrors her arduous but rewarding trip up each mountain. It’s a testament to the power of high altitudes to help heal trauma, and a pretty great story to boot."
―BookPage
"Making history is nothing new for adventurous mountaineer, explorer, entrepreneur, author, and activist Silvia Vasquez-Lavado"
―Out Magazine
“Silvia Vasquez-Lavado’s story gripped my heart. . . . What a beautiful and urgent offering.”
―V (formerly Eve Ensler)
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- Publisher : Holt Paperbacks (February 7, 2023)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 320 pages
- ISBN-10 : 1250871085
- ISBN-13 : 978-1250871084
- Item Weight : 12 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.7 x 0.8 x 8.85 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #307,040 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #488 in Alcoholism Recovery
- #1,187 in Traveler & Explorer Biographies
- #5,431 in Motivational Self-Help (Books)
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About the author

Silvia Vasquez-Lavado is the Author of In The Shadow of the Mountain. In 2016, Silvia became the first Peruvian woman to reach the summit of Mount Everest in Nepal. By 2018, she completed climbing the 7 Summits (otherwise known as the tallest mountain in each continent), becoming the first openly gay woman to do so.
Silvia's memoir is not a story of an arrogant tale of forging herself through the sweat and grit of alpine mountaineering but a journey to understand what Silvia’s heart was calling for when it led her to the mountains and what the mountains can teach us if we pay attention.
Silvia's story is not a triumph over nature or addiction or trauma, but a complex, engaging exploration of what it means to let nature—both Mother Nature and our wild inner nature—lead the way toward truth and healing.
Silvia is a role model for anyone who has been told that their identity comes with limitations. She is a fierce advocate for LGTBQ+ equality and women's rights and sexual abuse survivors. Silvia's achievements made her recognized as a leader on and off the mountain and a symbol of women's empowerment worldwide.
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Customers find the book inspiring, heartwarming, and courageous. They appreciate the author's compassion, humility, and humor in telling her story. The book is described as beautiful and life-giving. The adventure aspect is also appreciated, with customers describing it as a journey worth taking.
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Customers find the memoir inspiring and heartwarming. They appreciate the author's compassion, humility, and humor in telling her story. The book weaves together her past trauma, adulthood, losses, and climb to the top of Mount Everest. Readers feel each emotion with the author and appreciate how it gives hope despite life's tragedies.
"...But at the same time, I was also deeply inspired at their courage and resiliency...." Read more
"...that is is NOT gender-based is Lavado-Vasquez's unflinching and detailed story of exactly what it takes, step by step, to climb Everest...." Read more
"...that I know Silvia and her book was everything I knew it would be--inspiring, heart-warming, vulnerable and a page-turner...." Read more
"...And regardless, I thought it was a wonderful read webbing her past trauma, adulthood, losses, and climb to the top of the world beautifully." Read more
Customers appreciate the book's resilience. They mention it's courageous and inspiring, and praise the author for being vulnerable and writing an honest book.
"...But at the same time, I was also deeply inspired at their courage and resiliency...." Read more
"...It's brave of her to be willing to share her story with raw and honest vulnerability...." Read more
"...about this book that is is NOT gender-based is Lavado-Vasquez's unflinching and detailed story of exactly what it takes, step by step, to climb..." Read more
"...book was everything I knew it would be--inspiring, heart-warming, vulnerable and a page-turner...." Read more
Customers appreciate the book's beauty. They find it beautiful and life-giving, with details that are breathtaking.
"...is all about: Facing your pain and turning it into something beautiful and life-giving...." Read more
"...life in Peru, life as an immigrant to the US, the beauty and peace of Buddhism and of course, the adventure of mountaineering..." Read more
"This biography is breath-taking in its detail, strength and stark beauty of the first gay Latina to summit Everest...." Read more
"Such a beautiful and inspiring book, witty and uplifting. Definitely recommend." Read more
Customers find the book's adventure compelling. They describe it as a worthwhile journey and say climbing is important to them.
"...I was immediately drawn in by the nail-biting mountaineering adventure, but it was the story of Silvia's journey to healing that kept me thinking..." Read more
"...their own inner mountain peaks and for showing that it is all a journey worth taking." Read more
"This book covers so many topics i am learning about. Climbing means everything to me. Hearing another woman's story is inspiring." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on March 7, 2022I read most of this book in a quiet corner of my 5-year-old daughter's room while putting her to bed. I was immediately drawn in by the nail-biting mountaineering adventure, but it was the story of Silvia's journey to healing that kept me thinking about the book long afterwards. It was hard to read about the abuse suffered by Silvia and the other survivors in her story. As a mother, it made me feel afraid for my daughter and all young girls. But at the same time, I was also deeply inspired at their courage and resiliency.
Silvia's story is also the story of an immigrant chasing the American dream only to discover that no matter how successful she is, she can't outrun her past. So she decides that her path to healing is by climbing the world's tallest mountains. Only she doesn't do it alone - she brings along other survivors in her journey up the mountain, and together they find the strength to reach the goal. To me, this is what the healing journey is all about: Facing your pain and turning it into something beautiful and life-giving. Thank you Silvia for writing this vulnerable and inspiring book.
- Reviewed in the United States on May 25, 2024It takes a ton of courage to scale Mt. Everest, more than I'll ever know in my own lifetime. And yet still, I think it took even more courage for Ms. Vasquez-Lavado to write her whole truth- even the ugly, painful, abusive and terribly sad parts. It's brave of her to be willing to share her story with raw and honest vulnerability. Thank you for building a path for others to scale their own inner mountain peaks and for showing that it is all a journey worth taking.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 2, 2022First of all... WOMEN CLIMBERS AND MOUNTAINEERS ASSEMBLE! This is a book for you. This, and Vanessa O'Brien's "To the Greatest Heights", are the only books I know that will actually tell you what it's like to be a female climbing the planet's greatest mountains. This is not a small thing. It is not a small thing to be ignored by your expedition mates, or openly dissed, or have them tell you they'll take your tributes to the summit when you don't make it, or simply to be blatantly harassed. It's not a small thing to have the Conrad Ankers and Russell Brices of the world brush by you with no acknowledgement while they are high-fiving your male peers. It's also not a small thing that no one understands getting your period on a climb, even at 26,000 feet.
Lavado-Vasquez arrives at Everest more than prepared for this misogyny (although, like so many of us, she may not feel at all prepared) after a childhood of horrifying sexual abuse (trigger warning...not easy stuff to read) and a painful journey to accepting her sexuality with great loss along the way. Not only has she survived her childhood, a very conservative, religious upbringing, AND coming out...not only is she not only trying to be the first Peruvian woman to summit.....not only is she one of the first if not the first openly queer women attempting the summit....not only is it rare to be a Brown client on the mountain.....she brings a group of girls on her Base Camp trek, all survivors of sex trafficking. Yeah, you read that right - Silvia takes these girls/women on a healing journey before tackling the tallest of the Seven Summits, and her priority is on their healing and not her summit bid.
Is there a *lot* of biography in here? Yes, and it does get self-indulgent, but it's essential to understanding the character and her quest. Every step she takes is informed by what came before. Honestly, it's FAR more interesting to hear an Everest story from someone who's lived Silvia's life than from the usual perspective of a very experienced, always male, climber, or from a newbie (also almost always male) who ran into major mountain drama and nabbed the book rights to match.
Something I loved about this book that is is NOT gender-based is Lavado-Vasquez's unflinching and detailed story of exactly what it takes, step by step, to climb Everest. Usually Everest books go right to the big drama....but there is so much to learn in the small things, like how expeditions really work, what the Hilary Step really feels like, or how hard it can be to swap an oxygen tank that's half your body size. Reading this book, I felt that I was there (I have four of the Seven Summits, but not Everest, and was not planning it, but this woman inspired me, and now I am considering!).
Be prepared for quite a bit of intense mother issues and spirituality around the mountain. Lots of pujas, flags, blessings, and LOTS of self-examination. Sometimes, I felt Lavado was getting in her own way by anticipating the absolute worst from every situation. It can get a bit much (I adjusted my rating from 4 stars to 5 because of this) but again...this is NOT a perspective we usually read. In fact, writing a fresh Everest book is HARD. This one is truly fresh, and truly brave. Thanks to Outside magazine for recommending this inspiring read.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 14, 2022I'm proud to say that I know Silvia and her book was everything I knew it would be--inspiring, heart-warming, vulnerable and a page-turner. It's difficult to begin to describe everything this book is--the terrible crime of child sexual abuse and the heartbreaking impacts it has on the survivors, the often-damaging corporate cultures, coming out to family members who aren't accepting, life in Peru, life as an immigrant to the US, the beauty and peace of Buddhism and of course, the adventure of mountaineering (which I knew nothing about previous to reading this). Most importantly, it gives hope...hope that life's tragedies can be overcome.
- Reviewed in the United States on January 3, 2023I knew the negative reviews had to be wrong. Slow read?! She's climbing Mother F'n Everest. It doesn't happen in a day. And regardless, I thought it was a wonderful read webbing her past trauma, adulthood, losses, and climb to the top of the world beautifully.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 7, 2022I love to read about the journeys of women who use physical endeavors to heal the tragedy of the past. I had a hard time with the rhythm and flow between the different stories, but nonetheless, I found it eventually. For me, this book could have been much longer. I would like to know more about the back story of her Courageous Girls group. I would also like to know how climbing has changed her life in more detail. I realize that opening up to strangers via written word would be daunting, so perhaps she shared all she wanted to...which is a lot. I hope the author will write another book about her 7 Summits adventures!
- Reviewed in the United States on February 15, 2022From the unspeakable abuse she suffered during her childhood to her successful career in Silicon Valley to leading a courageous charge of young women to find themselves at Mt. Everest while she fulfilled her own dream to reach the mountain.
Silvia takes her trauma and turns it into a way out along with a way of helping others. And she takes it to great heights. Her challenge in summiting Everest will allow her to finally face the most enormous pain of all and what better place to do this than at the highest peak.
Powerful, inspirational, and courageous.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 15, 2022This biography is breath-taking in its detail, strength and stark beauty of the first gay Latina to summit Everest. Her life has been filled with such heartache, tragedy and despair, yet she persevered.
Top reviews from other countries
- Nicole AugerReviewed in Canada on March 9, 2022
5.0 out of 5 stars Absolutely gripping
Excellent, fast paced, and beautifully written