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I Never Said I Loved You Hardcover – August 8, 2019

4.3 4.3 out of 5 stars 530 ratings

"I'm in bed with my mother, in a Bangkok sex hotel. It is my 30th birthday, it is time for me to become a man, and I have grave worries about the kind of man I'm going to become."

On an unlikely backpacking trip, Rhik and his mother find themselves speaking openly for the first time in years. Afterwards, the depression that has weighed down on Rhik begins to loosen its grip for a moment - so he seizes the opportunity: to own it, to understand it, and to find out where it came from.

Through this begins a journey of investigation, healing and recovery. Along the way Rhik learns some shocking truths about his family, and realizes that, in turn, he will need to confront the secrets he has long buried. But through this, he triumphs over his fears and brings his depression into the light.

I Never Said I Loved You is the story of how Rhik learned to let go, and then keep going. With unique humour and honesty, he has created a powerfully rich, funny and poignant exploration of the light and dark in all of us.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Headline (August 8, 2019)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 288 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1472250699
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1472250698
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 15.5 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.51 x 1.26 x 8.58 inches
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.3 4.3 out of 5 stars 530 ratings

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  • JoM
    5.0 out of 5 stars Wonderful, beautifully written book (though may be triggering for some)
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 19, 2021
    I can't be the only reader who came to this via Rhik Samadder's Guardian columns and thought it would be a lighthearted read about funny toasters or something. I hadn't taken in that it was about mental health or that it would go very dark very quickly. But I'm so glad I did read it - it's an amazingly warmhearted, well written book about facing tough challenges. It does touch on some strong issues (you don't need me to spell it out) and I think this may be challenging for readers who have faced something similar. But I'm so glad I read it, it has helped a lot with my own tough stuff. I'm now adopting Rhik's mother as my spirit animal, whilst fervently hoping that he does deliver a book about funny toasters one day.
  • Miguel
    5.0 out of 5 stars Esta nuevo
    Reviewed in Spain on June 30, 2021
    Es perfecto, pese a comprarlo de segunda mano está como nuevo, muy agradecido al vendedor
  • Poppy
    5.0 out of 5 stars Touchant, drôle et déculpabilisant
    Reviewed in France on April 9, 2020
    Avant tout un livre bien écrit, plein de métaphores inventives et drôle. Au fil des chapitres on suit les aventures de l'auteur apprend à se connaître et accepter sa dépression pour prendre la fatalité du bon côté. C'est parfois étrange de lires quelques unes de ses propres pensées écrites par quelqu'un d'autre mais cela donne aussi du réconfort surtout quand on peut en rire.
  • Sj79
    4.0 out of 5 stars Everyone can take something from this
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on September 6, 2020
    Original, funny, devastating and joyful, this book has all the feels.
  • Ale
    5.0 out of 5 stars Great read
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 22, 2024
    Brutal honesty about some difficult times, but a great read